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GirlsI have always envied those girls for whomGirls by childwoman
Beauty hangs easy on the frame
Draped like a tailored jacket
Elegant like a Jimmy Choo
Armani Pradi Gucchi; polished, smooth
I have always been a girl for whom
Beauty suits but rarely
Something fought for and never won
Something unintended, accidental, foreign
Awkward face awkward body; frazzled, frizzy
Their knee-high leather boots (dark brown, soft)
Clack crisply on the polished floors
Of the family homes in the wealthy suburbs
My knee-high Doc Martins (floral print, loud)
Make little sound as the rubber soles whisper
Over mud and bicycle pedals and puddles
Their hair is always shiny and straight
A curtain and a shield all in one
Framing tastefully made up features
That are undoubtedly fine and feminine
My hair does what it wants
Preferable with me having to waste no time on it;
Does little to hide a big chin, loud voice,
And what people often mistake for self-confidence
I envy their polished grace and manifest ease
The way they know what to
perfectit is easy to change the worldperfect by davespertine
all you have to do is be perfect
if only we could all see
how perfect we are
the impossibleIf you are not too busy to consider the possibilities deeply and thoroughly, then you will never be taken seriously, unless you are funded, in which case funding is your primary concern.the impossible by davespertine
Affect, Skittish, SchizophreniaSchizophrenia; a splitting of the mind. A snow globe that shattered, splintered, razor sharp glass breaking into shards.Affect, Skittish, Schizophrenia by Rosary0fSighs
Bipolar; two sides. Shifting sands. Extremes, chaos, pain, nerve endings white hot with blue flames of agony. Two poles, two hemispheres. One fathomless and dark, one burning with the liquid magma sun light of galaxies inside my bones, burning up into a black hole, eating itself alive.
Brain; two halves. Long division of two lobes, one soft pink globe, split through the centre.
Night and day, day and night.
One zygote that divided into twins; her, and I. I first split in the womb. I’ve been splitting my whole life.
I am simultaneous; both sides of the same coin. When I first attempted suicide, I was trying to unite into one absolution; nothingness. The argument is always the same – heavy and laden and irrational and rational all at once. “If you truly loved us, you’d fight to stay alive.” But the reverse rings weightlessly and unu
ShroudI want to cut out my organsShroud by Rosary0fSighs
proffer them up, beating and red
dirty pretty things lying
still as death, wrapped in silk.
Milk teeth white with secrets
hollow with regret - one breath
exhaling fingernails; crescent moons,
luminescent with guilt, dressed
in sorrow desperate for utterance.
The stuttered sounds of eyelids shutting in the night
lungs filled with candlelight and silver flash
gash lips useless and stained with so much unsaid.
Silent epitaphs treading words
as heavy as a grave
the weight of a hole
Soft Shells and Buried Shipsmy mind drifts in piecesSoft Shells and Buried Ships by Rosary0fSighs
the wax moon drip drips
onto the pane of the window
and down the side of the wall, wailing
across the floor to the soles
of my bare feet
my skin is as pale as the moon
crescent as fingernails tapping sos morse conspiracies on hardwood,
trying hopelessly to carve them into oars
to row out of a mad sea the colour of wine -
my flesh stripped bare to white naked bone
skull peeled back;
the hemispheres of my brain exposed
swallowed into the black hole
of a silk veil.
a damp sphere left to ferment
that I eat like an orange
a strange fruit
bitter and sweet on my tongue
gun powder and molasses
heavy and full of shadows.
I taste of hope and death
in equal measure.
I breathe paper lanterns and the mouth of eulogies
scattering promises and the snowflake petals
of morgues and warm breath in the space between ribs
aching bodies unmade and lips pressing kisses into
pages across palms and psalms and whisper-sweet
it's in the butter
slice it sweet and slice
MotherhoodMaybe I'm just worried that my carelessnessMotherhood by childwoman
Will follow me into motherhood -
The way I dented my boss's truck when I was 18
And then lied about it
Might mean that when the bough breaks
And I fail, inevitably, to catch the cradle
Lying won't be enough
But it will be all that I can think to do
Maybe I'm worried that the worst in me
Will become the worst in my child
The way I lose my temper with you for no reason
And then blame you
Might mean that when I show my love through a sharp tongue
And I fail, inevitably, to realise the damage done
Apologies won't be enough
But they will be all that I have left to try
Maybe I'm just worried that my love for you
Will be sacrificed to our love for a baby
And that there'll be nothing else -
Will that mean that we have died
And only a new life survives in ashes
Maybe it's not enough
But maybe that will be everything
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